To kill or forgive
Monsoons have made a return to this little rotting town in the valley spurring my desire to write more aimless babble. I was starting to dry up and wither under the perpetual Arizona heat I have come to loathe more than my x-landlord. Who by the way, narrowly escaped the wrath of yours truly with my hope being that God will deliver a much more devastating blow than I could have ever achieved.
Yes, that’s right, I have decided to let go of the mounting aggression and pursuit of retribution in regards to Adrienne Halpert due in part to a pregnant wife, too much work and ultimately a realization that the effort and frustration in recouping losses, though marginally unbalanced, are still unworthy of my time. At this point in my life time is too precious to allow the insertion of such hatred and negativity on either me or Jennie, which is the driving factor in veering away from the inevitable battle which would undoubtedly result in the plunging of one unsanitized and wooden steak through her heart.
On a brighter note, my parents have successfully escaped the flagrant soul sucking geographical tar pit that once held them captive. I will attempt a similar daring escape in the not so distant future with hopes of freeing my wife and unborn children from the desserts ankle bracelet of death and futility. Until that fateful day..
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Chris,
Your freedom awaits you. I’m glad that you’ve decided not to enter into the battle with the X-lord. Even though you’d win the battle, I think you’d lose the war through all consuming drain. I sent a prayer up to God to do exactly as you stated. He’s the best source of justice on the planet. Forgive her and put her in God’s hands–He’ll take care of it, I promise, because He promises. You’ll get your 575.00 back many times over because you made this decision.
Keep hanging in there while waiting for January. May the rains be many,the family keep you laughing, the Forum be entertaining, your wife and baby-man-Fay be fulfilling, and your job be rewarding so you will be occupied.
We’re preparing a place for you here!!!
Love Mom Fay—soon to be G-May Fay
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